BLISS
What can I tell
When I know it’s in vain
Where can I begin
As it’s not just one feeling
Don’t want to cause any pain
Just need to share
What I won’t dare
Can’t keep it in its shell
On me you’ve cast a spell
My numb senses are betaken
My whole body is shaken
Your voice to my ears
Is like happiness to tears
Hearing your laugh, so different
Each time is a cure for an ailment
Knowing you a bit more
Just makes me need you galore
When tired you look like a gentle kid
Then giving you a hug becomes a need
When standing close to you
Inside me a tremble grew
When sad, upset or stressed
Just a thought of you put a smile on my face
So sincere is your daily kindness
That to everyone it’s just a bless
Am in admiration of your strong will
At that instance I get a thrill
Your love for children, people, foreign culture
Added to your courage, amity and generosity
Left me to imagine what a great adventure
It could be and can’t stop my curiosity
So many spiritual resemblances
But I accept that I
don’t have chances
I enjoy when you’re being a tease
A naughty smile on the corner of your lips
Always the same when back from overseas
Which saves me as I see you as often as an eclipse
I feel that you like to play and joke
Although you show that you can be an oak
I feel that you also need to be protected
You trust me as we are connected
Certain that we could have become a great team
My First Love still visits me in my dreams
Then one night his face was yours and you were him
Yet no one had ever faded him
Amazed by the blue of your eyes
Impressed by the whiteness of your smile
Short sleeves are poisonous as it reveals
The beautiful curves of your arms
Leading to a toned and strong body
Which I can’t deny adds to your charms
Strong legs and wide shoulders
Are a danger to my so-called barriers
Might this life make us encounter again
All received from you, a souvenir will remain
Like a dangerous secret but don’t worry
You inspire me to better myself
I will endeavour to meet someone else
And, as Kizzy, hopefully be as lucky
The sparks of your ring is a constant reminder
That, in love, you are with her
I thank life for letting me be on your path
But would not face the aftermath
This can only stay platonic
As I wouldn’t destroy what’s unique
It all fell apart on that day
16th May for your 40th birthday
Realised that you are so happy
Living next to you but you don’t see me