May 20, 2004
Oh so vulnerable we are! Each of us believe in nothing but our own star!
Up and down go mine and your emotions; Never cured, not even by the medics' potions.
Yet, we fail to see what's in front of us, Those simple things interest, liking and mutual respect fail to get to us.
For this reason a tight fort I built around mine heart, I knew not it was cracked in one part.
Holding on to its walls with life so dear, I think only about how no more pain can I bear.
So hard to see beyond today, Yet some try to plan for everyday.
Our futures remain forever uncertain, We want to be ready to draw over it that final curtain.
Often willing to sacrifice today for a possible morrow, Yet we know time is something that we borrow.
So tough to make the leap, For fear of ending in a heap.
I can only think to move on up and past, Ignore the fears as things that won't last.
Whether this means I am but a fool I know not, Only my feelings do I hope to entangle from this knot.